He wasn’t first.
He was on a shelf and He belongs on a throne.
I know that in my heart, but it doesn’t translate in my life.
I blame myself.
I feel guilty, I feel human.
I feel guilty that I’m human.
I can’t do it on my own. I can’t will it on my own.
I can’t do it on my own.
How long will it take for surrender?
Why is it so hard for me to understand?
I want it. I do.
But I don’t get it.
What did you worship today?